ever.
i feel hot and lonely and annoyed and aware and underwhelmed by people.

i feel like people think im really stoopid and i guess it may be that i’ve let them think that ; because the behaviours i get thrown are bizarre for grownup people.
maybe its just mercury, but i dont think so.
i do think its sad. and time for a change in my life, like i keep going on and on and on and on about.