so after i got off thephonew/mjk last night and he’d told me about the phone call…i got an email from m.
it was relieving and upsetting.i responded and apologized for
not being a good friend to her.(?)..i havent heard back but i so want the truth to be told and for me not to be blamed for all this shit. it blows my mind that i am being blamed for everything. and really, i did nothing with a badintention. i invited m out to meet new people. i nevertold mjk about anything…she needs to look at ns for that.
i thought i was loving and kind to her and a. but i guess i did something that hurt them..for
them to be so angry with me. it blows my mind. i ‘m not going to try and figure this out.it is too painful and old. i am sure of myself and my actions and intentions…and i dont need to be blamed for stuff i didnt do.