k. i will try to get better with hthis thng.
i am in a weird state. par usuale, i gues.
i am at the hp house. my spouse is trying to learn to play guitar . jesus and mary chain. very sweet. i hae been marrie dfor a month now. how odd. i was soo sick for the last two weeks. didnt think it would end..ever.
feel sooo much better, had dinner and a mtg in brenthood w/ cs last night. good visit.
i feel very alone – not lonely or anything..just independant and aware that i am changing myself from the inside out .
or something. got to have dinner with ab and coley and cami.
nice, df came by, also.
go9ing to the dog and pony show this eve. whatever. just want to be with people whom i love