this feels familiar. three woman..one being lala..me feeling as though i am being ‘ambushed’
the truth is that i felt -(no matter how much pain and meaness L had caused me in the past )-i had to be there for her..as a sober woman and because of my own experience of being left out and how awful it is.
so i tried to maintain a relationship..but i wasnt completely honest with her, i was scared of her reactions to the truth.
she felt it and i guess the build upmade it worse. cause as of yesterday i am the official new enemy.
as i have been in the past.
i will not get into any victim role..i will not engage in any drama either.
my responsibilty as a sober woamn is to apologize for not telling her the truth about mjk etc.
i did that. now i am to never speak of it again, unlless with hs or ss.
need change . staying at the house wil be good.
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