feel odd-scared of all the change around me.weird day-went and looked at a place with sally on mansfeild -it was the unit below c and dr…how weird. i can’t do this, though. my mom and i had a big talk (feel great about that) and i can’t afford to move right now. as much as i want tobe somewhere better kept etc. i have to learn to nurture this place and really put some effort into chaning it.
went to motorola dumb stoopid party. giftbags were just ok. party =lame.
went twith ad. so we had fun chatting-she is definetly good partner for these sorts of things, cause we can both talk alot and entertain ourselves…good quality.
walked down to the boys house t]after the party-borrowed mj’s truck for the am.
still don’t know what i want to get-what i can get is more like it…
we’ll see. i need to pay bills tomorrow morning then work work work
all of a suddden i have so many jobs at once.
yeah. now i have legitimate excuses for not being able to go out

i don’t know what this is but i feel like i miss someone or something. it’s an unameable thing-just a little gap in my tummy. weird.

haven’t talked to ab in a long time it feels like. that isn’t right though, i’m sure i’ve talked to him recently…ajp leaves tom. morn. lc is reopening though…yeah .
d leaves for whistler tom….