went to remedy tonight at the whisky. good turn out for them. had dinner after at swingers w/mi.
felt weird at the show. hil and z were there among others. hugged z, but felt so uncomfortable watching her . ughhh. when will this end???i can’t stand being in this place of feeling ostracized. maybe it’s pms..but..
even ab was weird. shit.anyway…rusty called me this eve..sb emailed me. these all seem like indicators . towards what(?) i don’t know. but tthe two people i love the most from home contact me on the same day after neither of them has been in contact for months?hmm..there is definetly something in that.