hil is back. yeah!
can’t figure out what is wrong with me..perhaps lack of food coupled with isolation is dragging my system down.
whatever. i’m feeling a bit inspired to make something of this site, now.
i wonder what it is i am here to do, on this earth, i mean.
feel as though if i stay in this state-i’ll never do a thing productive again. such an odd place to be.
like being on adrug run- alot like that, actually ‘cept without the fun of the ‘high’
i’d know, eh?
god i can’t believe it has been soo long since i did drugs. i am at major cross road in my life.
but ican’t see what the choices are.