jg’s bday party last night..fun. great visit with ad and ab and rg.
i think jg had fun.
went with ns and hil came llater. ch went to sf -hes on his way home now. we had a chat on tuesday eve. very hard but good . i gather i have no idea how to be in a reltionship- a healthy one, anyway.but i am willing to learn and grow and change-still no word from ns 2 she is ultra angry, i guess.