feel great today. went running. met patrick for brekfast. hil met us. then went to visit jc . ran into “a” on our way home. he stopped us and we ended up talking for a long time. he’s hilarious. hmm. he flirts soo much. need to let go of my preconcieved notions of who i should / could be with. it’s ridiculous.
anyway. i am just sacred of actors cause i dont understand .
scared to date them,i mean. we are going to srf now -surf tomorow.