feel weird and good. and hungry. but ok. i guess. i am going for a drive with ie.
dinner at mjk’s. should be good. i just am in a real stale sleepy mode ..i just want to go to yoga nd run and read and sleep. i feel a litlle weird. not lonely not depressed just like i am going thru a shift. or an alteration….i am letting go of somuch of myself..or what i thought was part of me. i dont want these parts of me anymore and i am willing to let them all go..its just that it’s really draining…cause there seems to be a lesson in each area just prior to having it removed. with friends and boys and patterns in my family and financial stuff…