hmmm what am i doing?mom lft today and i feel a little bummed(go figure)
i am still in my state of letting every preconceived notion about myself/life gooooo
it’s hard, cause i get caught in the sadness of what i think i want(ie;living here..)
and how much home depresses me.
ahh well. i shall try to rise above these thoughts and stay open open open
there is greatness in me waiting to come out.
i’m going to write updates on what is turning up around me, due to these new thoughts and mantras
So far:n came over and we talked about his site and what he wants etc. he handed me a bunch of money and gave me free reign on the design stuff(!)don’t know what this all means , but i shall soon..